"....
when I chose her to be my bride, I was a king. But when she chose
to go with me, I was only an exile. " King
Faruwq.
I told
him that he must come to the point as quickly as he could. "If
it makes your task easier," I said, "I think I have an idea of what
they wish to tell me. But I must know the exact conditions they require."

"Your
Majesty," he said, "they want your abdication in favor of your son by
12 noon, and you must leave Egypt by six in the evening."
I looked
at my watch. It was 10.42 a.m. Yet I did not feel that I needed
one minute to think. I thanked him and said, "Tell them I am ready
to sign immediately. But I make two conditions. Firstly,
the abdication papers must be formal and constitutional. They
must be prepared by lawyers and must contain no abuse. Secondly,
the revolutionaries must permit those of my loyal troops who wish to do
so, to give me full military honors as I depart."
I made
these two conditions for my son's sake. The stories of kings are
written not in diaries but in history books, and I did not want my own
story to make bitter reading for my son. I knew he had enemies
enough who would try to rob him of his throne and his honor.
`Aliy
Mahir
said, "They must agree to those two conditions, sir I shall most strongly
advise it."
"Unless
you have a gun," I said, "I do not think you can advise these men very
much."
When
`Aliy
Mahir had left me, I sent for my wife, and then for my three
daughters. I told them that by evening I would be exiled, and that
I wanted them each to go and think quietly and sincerely about whether
or not they wished to come with me.
To
my wife I said, "You must think carefully, chérie.
You must not accompany me in pity, for pity does not last, and it is better
to part now than to live to hate each other."
She
smiled, for she is very young, and I went on, "If you come with me I
do not know if you will ever see your mother again. You are young
enough to start a new life without me."

She
was still smiling, and she caught my thumb with her small hand, which is
a comforting trick she has, and said, "Have I time to take a bath, cheri,
before we go - for I am covered with dust?" She did not
even think it was worth discussing further, and it made me very proud.
She might have thought It best for herself to let me go into exile alone
but she did not. It was her own free choice, and I shall always remember
the gift that she gave me on that day, for when I chose her to be my
bride, I was a king. But when she chose to go with me, I was only
an exile.
I explained
to my daughters what would happen, and that it would not be easy.
Firiyal,
the eldest, said at once, "Please, Papa, take me with you."
For many months now, it had taken all my insistence to get Firiyal
to visit her mother once a week, as was arranged. They had quarreled very
bitterly because my ex-wife Fariydah kept attempting to turn them
against me, and once Firiyal burst out, "Papa never speaks
so about you, behind your back, and I do not like your doing so!"
I was told about this incident by the governess, and at the time I had
tried to be stern with Firiyal about it, but I knew where
her heart lay.
Fawziyah,
too, agreed at once to come with me, and did not hesitate. Fawziyah
is a gentler one, and her way of showing her feelings is more quiet than
Firiyal's,
but they are just as sincere. She simply said,
"I want to come with
you Papa," and her eyes never left mine, until I had nodded and told
her, "Very well." and had given her a smile of thanks.
I might
have guessed what Firiyal and Fawziyah would decide,
but I was not perhaps so certain of little Fadiyah, who is
eight-and-a-half years old, and who stayed with her mother according to
Muslim law, until her seventh birthday. It was possible that seven
years with her mother might pull more strongly than 18 months with me.
But
little Fadiyah said, "I want to come with you too, Papa
- and will Ann come, too?" Ann Chermside was Fadiyah's
nurse from babyhood and is now nurse to Fuw'ad.
"Ann
will come with us, dear," I said. "She is part of the family, too."
About
one p.m. I received a judiciary officer, Sulayman Hafiz,
with the abdication papers. He appeared to be grieving his heart
out, and I was deeply moved. He said, "Majesty I wish I could
have shot myself dead rather than bring such a paper! Majesty,
may God forgive me and may I implore Your Majesty's forgiveness, also!"
He beseeched me to tell him if there was anything he could do to serve
my cause in Egypt, and which of my friends he might contact.
I comforted him and told him the only thing I now required was that the
new Government would ensure the welfare of my son.
Then
I studied the abdication papers. They were correct and dignified
according to the law of Egypt. I signed, and handed them back to
Sulayman
Hafiz
who was still noisily sniffing back his tears.
It
is of interest that this old crocodile is now Deputy Premier of the new
government in Egypt, and that all his weeping display was apparently
just to try and tempt me to name one of my friends to him, who might have
formed the core of some group to rally the people against the revolutionaries.
(Story continues
next month) |